Pretty crazy when you think about it.
Says a lot about how I tend to play it safe. Maybe I ought to take more risks. But guilt and regret weigh uncomfortably heavy on me, so maybe not. Makes sense why I've done such a fabulous job of avoiding any large-scale run ins with such emotions.
We'll see.
Update (from Ellie's wedding 3/23/24):
I don't make bad decisions. But maybe I should try